Serious Baby Fever 🙈

My husband and I have been married for about 3 months, but weve been together for 3 years. My niece was born right as we started dating, and we had her every other weekend since she was 6 months old. Her parents are not the greatest & she's lived with my mom most of her life, but she doesn't have a normal childhood. So we did (& still do) take her to the park, to church, buy her EVERYTHING, & spent time with her, teaching her how to ride a tricycle and reading stories to her. Now that we're married and have our own house, she has her own room with her own really nice toys & clothes, & she's over here every weekend, Wednesday & most Monday's. She sees us more than her parents, because they don't want anything to do with her. Now, my husband & I both have serious baby fever, & everywhere we look out high school friends are having kids they don't want! But we know it would be irresponsible to TTC right now, because we're not quite on our feet yet. I just want a baby of my own so badly 😫. & because I want one so bad, my mind is playing tricks on me & I keep thinking I'm pregnant 😂 I've seriously taken almost 11 tests in 3 months. But I just wish we could start a family!