FET failed I am heartbroken 💔

Our first FET with a perfect PGT normal 5AA embryo failed. I’m so heartbroken. After we had a failed first egg retrieval I convinced myself everything would only get better.

I’m scared there is something more serious wrong with me because I have never seen a positive pregnancy test. I’m terrified I will never see one. I’m angry we don’t have any answers or an explanation, everything always looks “perfect” according to my doctor. I’m frustrated we spent all this time, money, and that I physically and mentally went through hell for nothing. I’m exhausted of this journey taking over MY LIFE. I’m sick of seeing all of my friends having babies. I don’t know where to go from here. I hate feeling that this journey is far from over, i so desperately want it to be.

If you read this much thanks for listening to my rant ❤️