I celebrated to early

I had a definite faint, pink line yesterday. She wasn’t a squinter. My husband could easily see it, too. I cried tears of excitement and happiness. I kept saying, “I get to be a mom”. We hugged and stared at those two pink lines. I was on cloud nine all day yesterday.

This morning I cried tears of defeat and resentment. I tested again to see if my test line would have more color…only to see that stupid, pink control line staring back at me. I celebrated to early and I feel stupid. I feel helpless. So, I went to Target and spent $100.00 on Christmas shit. And I bought a rotisserie Chicken and ate that shit, too. Need to find happiness in the little things. 🤷🏻‍♀️ 🙄 I’m over it ladies. Over it.