Idk where to begin. About an hour ago as i (tmi) wiped after using the bathroom, i saw bright red stringy clots while experiencing mild cramping. I am sad, angry, worried and all emotions mixed in 1. Im sitting here in the ER waiting for ultrasound and meanwhile i am praying about rainbow baby being okay and at the same time thinking what i did wrong. I am so scared. My SO is watching my son and i am left here with mu thoughts. I dont think i can go through another loss. Im terrified, and even with positive thoughts i know i have to be realistic.