Embarrassed and needing advice

Hello, I’ve been on Adderall for a few years now and I came off of it when I got pregnant and then got back on it 4 months after having my baby. Now I feel like I cannot function without it or take care of my child or anything around the house. I’m needing advice on what I can do to feel like I don’t need it to just function to any task simple or hard. I currently do not have any pills and it gives me anxiety knowing my child will wake up really early tomorrow morning and I don’t know what to do….