Parenting with adhd

Anyone else in here struggle with adhd? I’ve been so stressed lately with parenting and trying to entertain my baby and having to deal with my adhd. It’s really been hard and sometimes I don’t feel like the best mom. It’s hard to keep my son focused on a game so I just give up and let him have independent time or watch tv because I get frustrated when he just wants to take the toy Or book I’m trying to teach him to play with or read to him and he runs away with it and if I don’t let him have it he freaks out and If we try to color he just tries to eat the markers. I feel like he’s been throwing a bunch of tantrums too and i don’t know how to handle it. I feel like a failure sometimes. And we’ve been stuck inside because it’s been freezing out where we live. I just feel so lost and depressed