Postpartum joys!

So yep postpartum been fun lol...delivered 11/26 without tearing. Bleeding as been some to very little at times. I've never in my life had a hemorrhoids and I've had 2 babies before this one. So my whowho feels bit sore but not as bad as my other births but my other ends been bit sore...and you guessed it hemorrhoid I just start balling my eyes out crying...scared like crazy even tho I know what a hemorrhoid is and all that lol and just can't seem to stop...so of course postpartum has to kick it up a notch and I start thinking about other things that might scare me and I start crying even more about the dang hemorrhoid...so um yeah postpartum what a joy this is already and only on day 2.