GB positive 😭

I found out yesterday that I am GB positive and I could not stop crying... I was positive with my first and had to make sure I got at least 4 hours of antibiotics before I delivered it was horrible I was so swollen I couldn't fit anything on my feet for days after I was at the hospital for 20+ hours in labor ended up having an epidural and I think it contributed to having such a traumatic labor just sad....my second I tested negative and it was great I got to labor at home as much as possible I was able to be in and out of the shower and bath in the comfort of my home and ended up doing it naturally and my labor was so quick that after getting to the hospital I had him in under an hr I feel like being able to be at home for as long as I was helped me tremendously and not being hooked up to everything moving the way I wanted it was just so much better than my first.... I am just so sad that I tested positive I feel like it is going to hinder me during my labor and also the chance she can contract it is also on my mind just was really trying to believe I was going to test negative and all my positivity didn't change it I'm just sad and trying to get over it and believe everything will be ok......