HPV- So scared

So, over 3 years I’ve been with the same partner and had 3 Pap smears all of them came back slightly abnormal with the presence of HPV . I had one colposcopy done and they low grade lesions were CN1. But just this 3 rd Pap smear it was slightly abnormal again . I’m completely upset , frustrated , scared and worried and am completely ready to just never have sex again at this point. Has anyone else gone through this ? Stats say that it typically takes 2 years to clear the virus , but I feel like my body is taking longer which scares me because I’m only 26 years old and had my 3 shots at age 11