Getting back to God

I’ve strayed for the past year or so. In my own depression over our loss. I was mad at him but I realize everything happens for a greater reason. I’m repenting and taking this month to find God again, get closer to him and walk his path for me. After all his path is the only one I need. I’m tired of all this bitterness towards pregnant women, all this jealously. It’s not me. I pray God renews my heart and helps me through this journey to find him again…. The first and Only time he’s spoken to me was when I was near death at 17, I OD’d… he told me “do unto others as you want done unto you”

I need to re evaluate and get back to my life quote. I have not been ideal. I miss Gods peaceful presence, i know I must earn it back and I will❤️

I love you God, thank you for everything you do for me. Please take care of our Angel baby until we meet in heaven ❤️ please bless all these women with a child ❤️ Amen!