I can't do this anymore. I can't keep getting a negative test or a false/indent/evap. I'm tired. I'm exhausted. I'm officially burnt out. I can't keep doing this. I've reached my breaking point trying to conceive a child.

I just can't do this anymore. And I have no-one who understands or can talk to me and actually have sympathy, empathy anything. Not just tell me 'itll happen when it'll happen'. You know how many times I've heard that? I don't wanna hear that. I don't wanna hear 'just stop trying it'll happen'. Uhhh you don't think I've tried that. I've tried everything under the sun except the expensive options. I can't get pregnant so I have to a crapload of money just to have something other people don't have to pay to do? That's messed up. I give up.