How I found out my bf of 6 years did amateur porn….

Hi guys I just wanted to get on here and tell this story because I’ve never told anyone the full story because I felt embarrassed…..

me and my bf have been together for 6 years and the past year we had been very distant … I just thought he needed space and would never question him when I felt like something was wrong …

It all started when we were going to go on a trip with some friends and two weeks before the trip I started getting a weird discharge …. I asked him if there was any reason to think I had a STD … he said no .. there was no way … I went to the doctor and while I was waiting for the results … we left on our trip .. on the last day of the trip on our way back home the doctor called me and told me I indeed had a STD …. I was so mad but confused at the same time because I couldn’t believe it … we get back home and we are ordering some food to go ….

he gets out the car to go use the restroom and I quickly grab his phone and search it .. I find a weird messaging app and I open it … I took pictures with my phone of all the messages without even reading anything .. so I could get the most evidence I could before he came back ….. ABOUT 1 hour later we are at home and I go to the bathroom because I wanted to look at the pictures on my phone …. I open my camera roll and there’s over 30 messages …. With women … men and group chats …. From the past two years ….

There’s pictures and videos of him having s*x with women and having threesomes with couples …. I couldn’t believe it ….💔

I did not confront him instead I told him my results had shown I had a STD and once again asked him if he had anything to tell me ….

He proceeded to ask me “ARE YOU SURE YOU DIDNT DO SOMETHING?!???”

I couldn’t believe it ….. he denied anything …. So I didn’t say anything …. Fast forward a week later I told him I needed to talk to him and told him it was over … he was confused … and asked why… I told him I knew everything and I had proof and there was no way out of this .. I told him I had been holding it in because I loved him and I was trying to prepare myself to let go …

He pleaded and begged me not to leave …. Blamed it on mental illness and depression& started seeing a physiatrist and going to church weekly …. I don’t think this is something I can ever fully get over … thanks for listening if you got this far ❤️😔