I’ve been trying since February of 2020 and just found out before Christmas that I am pregnant. Today, I’ve been in bed all day in severe body aches and covid like symptoms. At this point, it hurts when anything touches my skin. My mother and sister in my house are both covid positive but I swore up and down I couldn’t get it because I had it not even 3 months ago. I still stayed away from them, wore my mask around my house, everything I could’ve done. My pregnancy is considered to be at “high risk” because I have 2 heart diseases and a pacemaker at 24 along with a past abscess and scar tissue somewhere in my reproductive system (was told that I needed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> but never went through with it.) I wanted to go to the hospital because I want to make sure I’m okay and without covid, the flu, or fevers but my mother says I can’t run to the hospital every-time I get scared. I also resent her a little bit for saying that because she had 5 miscarriages for not taking care of herself properly.

This seems more like a rant the longer it gets but does anyone have any advice or positive thoughts they could put in my head.. I may be overthinking but I am actually terrified.