Y’all my boyfriend is pissed about my pregnancy and I’m heartbroken

OK so my boyfriend and I have been dating since March. We’ve had a scare not too long ago so even with a condom we were also doing the pull out method (it made him feel better, I want kids asap but I can wait because I love him and don’t want to “trap” him). Well the night before Christmas we partook of some devil’s lettuce. We had also run out of condoms. He said “it’s ok, we can have sex a different way” which I was totally cool with. We got started with me riding him and it had been awhile and he goes “I’m exhausted” and he didn’t want to continue. So I was like “OK must be an off night for him”.

This man tells me on the 26th “hey, I think we need to get Plan B because I came twice while you were riding.” I was kind of peeved because this was HIS rule. I took the pill the next day, on the third day.

Well yesterday I got this.

Again I’m not upset. I want this and was actually pretty excited, despite the lack of planning. I own a home, and soon a second. I have savings and I have literally always wanted to be a mom.

He told me he feels like I trapped him and he’s actually very angry that it’s positive. He refuses to talk about what our next steps are because “he’s so angry.”

And look I am pro choice for other people. However, I’ve had miscarriages in the past with my ex husband and to terminate now just feels wrong for me. I told him “you aren’t trapped. I’m willing to do this without you if you’d rather not be involved, but I would like for you to be.”

He literally just stayed silent and my heart is breaking. :(