So my boyfriend and I have been together for what is going to be 5 months in Jan... Longest weve both ever had. Everything was okay last year coz he was back home doing online lectures due to covid, and wen i ddnt have face to face/ in person classes, I'd go to his place and hang. We wud also hang outside as well as we were friends of 3 years before we dated.. Now come festive times, he goes to visit his mom, and so he can't really text me coz the signal there is really bad so I wud send little measages here and there and he'd appreciate them when he "goes up the mountain" for signal and recieve the measage. But then I wud get exhausted and just frustrated at knowing that he can't be on his phone due to signal and just stoped sending the texts, planing that wen he returned back home id be texted him then...

I also came down to visit my family in another at that time. So my man finnaly comes back home (to the city where we both live right) and I'm expecting us to be chatting u know, coz I haven't spoken to him in weeks, but the I cud sense he was tired and needed rest so I told him we'll text the next day just for him to tell me he'll be going to work the next day. So I tell him we'll chat later.

Later the next day, I figured since he's a night owl let me get my tech gadgets charged so I can chat to him all night. But he send a voice measage telling me how tired he was and exhausted, so I decided to be understanding and give him time to rest as he said he'll be sleeping soon. I go onto ig and tiktok, and when I'm about to sleep, I text him good morning coz it was already like 12 then... And he replies 😐😐and I'm just like ddnt u say u going to sleep and he says why u not sleepin... I got to so mad I was planing on stating up with him... Waited for him to be ready and relaxed to talk to me just to tell me that he's tired and will sleep soon...and he dsnt. I cudnt sleep again and just started making a vision board and revamping my phone.

The next day he texts morning, I'm sorry. I tell him morning too... And that I'm still mad at him tho. Thoughtout the day I decided let me send one or two texts... But I guess he was busy. But like how busy can u be ( maybe he was actually busy). So I vidéo call him and he says he'll call me back coz he was with the boys driving home, I then told him don't call me back jokingly. I wait and wait.... And he he calls, but by then I was already annoyed. But picked up and he askes ddnt u say ull ignore me, which just annoyed me more. Coz I cud actually ignore him, but I just wanted to hear his voice u know... So with my mood already down we just cut the call... After a few minutes he texts me about his cousin and that's how we started a convo... But it was just not the same, like we were chatting for the sake of chatting and having communication. He keeps apologizing for either not texting or calling.... And just leaves it at that, I'm sorry, and I reply with either okay or its fine. But today I just cudnt anymore, I've been crying for the past 2 nights ( it's not much I know) but I haven't cried or felt like this before... I even blocked him on all my socials and told myself if he wants to he will... He got my fliping email, if he picks up what's going on then he'll mail me. I feel like he's gotten too comfortable and we just not the same... Can someone please help me. And I being too dramatic, what should I do. I wud envusio myself with him for the rest of my life, but now I'm just not seeing it anymore.... I try to create an ambiance for me to tell him how I feel wen we chstting, but he just out of nowhere disappears and will come back with I'm sorries or he's responses to the prior questions will just put me off and I'll not say my part. Any tips. Please a sis needs help. I'm exhausted, Im currently working on me and my 2022 goals, so I can't keep moving forward in the day, and be crying myself to sleep In the night. He's an amazing guy, the love of my life, but I can't keep feeling neglected, I need reassurance and he knows that, I've made it clear.... Or maybe all this is in my head and he's seeing things differently....

Update. We talked things out and now we good