Ramble

Hey all my favorite ladies!

I just needed to kind of ramble, vent, whatever you want to call it.

I'm on cycle 2 of TTC#2. My son is 5, I'm 33 and my SO is 34. My son is desperate for a sibling and doesn't know we are trying.

We were lucky and it only took 1 cycle to conceive when I was 28. I am 6 days away from my period, supposed to start 1/12. Of course I've talked myself into having lots of symptoms of pregnancy and tested yesterday. Blue dye test and thought I saw a faint line. Ordered pink dye early response and it was negative this morning. I am still hopeful until AF shows up that this is the month.

I get concerned because I'm plus sized, older now and cannot seem to get a positive opk test. But im keeping my hopes up that I ovulated before I started testing or the positive was between tests. Is that even possible?

Anyways, just wanted a little encouragement and to get my thoughts on paper. I also wanted to tell everyone that I enjoy this group because it's so supporting but honest. I hope everyone gets their BFP in January 2022.

Much love girlie. ❤