Too early?

UPDATE: I GOT A BFP TODAY!!!!!! Either 11 or 12 dpo, positive line on FRER and positive digital clear blue!!!!! Praying for a sticky baby! There’s hope ladies, I tested negative yesterday and positive today!!!!

I feel like I know the answer to this but I need reassurance from someone.

I am either 8 or 9dpo, took a test this morning and it was negative. I was too early to test, right? Any experiences with being negative around this time but testing positive later? I didn’t do bbt, just ovulation tests.

I don’t need mean comments about how I need to just be patient and not test so early. I know. I have too much anxiety and can’t control it. I’ve had two miscarriages and have ptsd and taking tests makes me feel better because if I am out for the month I want to know and try to focus on next month already.

Thank you for your help!