Praying for others

Hello guys ❤️

I grew up in church and I’ve always believed in god, however I slipped away for a long time. I got raped at 16 and from then to basically now at the age of 25 I just haven’t taken it seriously. I’m starting to grow in my faith and my walk with god. Im being spiritually convicted of everything I used to think was normal, since I’m still new with my journey I have some questions. Im struggling pretty bad. My partners mother has stage 3 cancer. She does not believe in god she’s completely against it. I pray over her every night. I pray for her and her soul and I pray over her cancer, it breaks my heart thinking of where she’s headed if she was to die from this. She is a VERY heavy smoker since she was young, she still smokes a lot even with the cancer, she used to do heavy drugs and drinking. She is not healthy in any way at all. Basically she had all her scans done and praise god the cancer has not spread!!! The dr was shocked, by her health and the size of the cancer they said it would be spreading by now! Not only that but they said it could be a FUNGAL mass not cancerous which is rare so of course she doesn’t think it is but I mean come on! I believe that’s the power or prayer working!!!!

Anyway, I let her know I was praying for her and she shrugged me off and just treated that as a horrible thing. She didn’t even let me know what the scans said, I had to find out through my partner. Which makes me so sad. She’s pushing me away now when before she didn’t and it makes me angry in a sense. I care for her, I’ve been in her life for over 5 years and gave her a grandson and she’s treating me like this. She won’t even talk to me about it now, I’m trying to not take it personal but it makes me not even want to keep praying for her. I know that sounds bad, that’s what I’m battling with. I’m gonna still pray over her because I truly love her and I want her to find god! I believe god performs miracles and I feel like this is huge news and is amazing! but is this common and normal to feel this way? I’m still learning so I just wanna hear thoughts from you all. Thank you ❤️