36 wks

So I’m 36 wks +1 day with my second baby and this whole pregnancy has been different than my first. Anyway, I was 40 wks +4 days when I delivered my first daughter but I’ve been having horrible Braxton Hicks, constant back cramps, and extreme pelvic pressure. My baby dropped a few days ago too. I’m convinced I won’t have the baby til after my due date but my body feels just like it did before I gave birth to my daughter and I’m discharging a lot. I refuse to go to the hospital or to tell anyone I feel like it’s coming soon cause I feel like it’s all in my head, however my body is being so weird. :/ anyone else feeling the same?