This time it will be different

So I had my son in September of 2020 and with him the hospital had rules and looking back I feel like I've missed out on a lot.

They barely brought him.in to me, I couldn't keep him in the room, I wasn't involved in his first bath. There are things I feel like I missed out on.

But this time if this baby sticks it will be different. Upon going to be admitted I will tell the nurses my requests and have them write them down.

This time I want my child with me in my room (if I'm able to move if I have another csection)

And I want to be part of its first bath. I don't want them to have me wait until I request to see my child.

I will bond with my child my own way. I will fight to get used to dealing with a newborn and having undergone a csetction because I'll be alone with a toddler and an infant.

Things will be different this time, I will make sure of it