Venting

I just got married last week Sunday, got the all clear from my gynecologist despite everything.

31yrs old, one ovary the other one was removed because of a complicated cyst, 3 fibroids, open tubes , never gotten pregnant before (was not actively trying/preventing).

This is my first time tracking ovulation, I even got preseed lube to help in my fertility journey.

Now what’s pissing me off @2:30am is that I and my husband tried BD last night but for reasons unknown he was unable to ejaculate.

I checked for ovulation after the futile BD and that’s when I get a positive.

Maybe I’m stressing myself way too early but I can’t help but think about the opportunity we’re missing right now.

Now I’m unable to sleep and he’s snoring happily beside me.