help?????

What can I do. My baby is 4 months and After hearing about gripe water being recalled I refuse to give my daughter it through the syringe. I will dip her pacifier In it to get her to calm down…and it’s been working until she finally realized what I was doing and now she expects it EVERY SINGLE TIME. if there is nothing on her binky she will not take it…she will not fall asleep…etc. it’s to the point where I don’t want to keep giving it to her and when I stop and just try to give her pacifier without anything on it she screams and screams and I just don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t want to keep giving it to her because now she thinks she needs it but I’m so stressed because she is so fussy and angry.