Helppp 4wks 6 days

Helppp!

I have a 35ish day cycle, ovulate around day 17.

My last period started Dec 15th, lh surge dec 31st.

Well I got my positive finally and I'm a nervous wreck.

I got the faint positive on Jan 12th. And it was dark on Jan 14th. My period would have officially started today. Can I start relaxing yet? I've been a nervous wreck everytime I go to the bathroom I'm so nervous there will be blood. We had a miscarriage nov 2020 at 10 weeks and this is finally our 1st positive since. But I can't stop worrying something is wrong???