So I recently came out as pan, because I'm open to anyone, but I lean more toward women. I really want to be with a woman. I've know I'm more attracted to women since kindergarten. I stayed in the closet until I was 21, but now I want to be with a woman. Men don't turn me on... at all. But if I'm watching a movie and there girl on girl, I'm wetter than a slip and slide and I can feel my heart beat in my vajayjay. I want to be with a woman in general. I always dream of women. And when I've had sex with a man, I feel nothing. I don't get off to penitration at all, I don't like looking at dicks, and I gag at the thought of sucking one. But when I'm attracted to a woman I just want to feel her next to me and feel her lady bits on mine. Can anyone relate?