depression on birth control?:(

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So I turned 17 in November

last summer my periods started getting more and more weird with stress and physical stress of working out. Pms got worse and worse and then in September I was a wreck. I had a second period after ending one. Covid stress, school stress, boyfriend going overseas stress, overwhelmed. My doctor tried to help make sure I’m on a schedule with my ADD meds but I still had issues.

I’ve felt horrible since September. Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> I got my period and started my first pack of the pill that day. All January I’ve been up and down and the past 2 weeks I’ve cried every morning. Nausea went away. I got my period 2 days into my inactive pill. I start a new pack today. I felt good yesterday, (day 2 of period) but last night something triggered my sadness and I’ve felt worse than ever this morning. I hit rock bottom over something that is not that big of a deal. I’m concerned for my unreasonable feelings.

I know I need to give the pill 3 months but am I normal?

I definitely need to meditate and get better, I just want to feel better. I’m very sensitive to any change so I thought my gyno had a good plan with this!