Does anyone else get this feeling, I’m only 2dpo but I already feel like I know I haven’t conceived this month and feeling quite low about it.

Had a tarot reading today and she said she doesn’t see me getting pregnant soon 😣 only just started trying for baby #2 and I just feel like I’m adding a lot of pressure to myself. I know there’s always next month but it’s just hard to keep getting your hopes up just to see AF after waiting and knowing you’ll have to go through all the emotions again next time around and for how many more times?