Almost 8 weeks postpartum. 4th baby. Im not sure how Im feeling, all I know is most days seem completely overwhelming. My baby wants to be held all the time. I feel like Im neglecting the other ones, yet I feel like I have no time for just myself.

Covid has me freaked out so we aren’t seeing anyone, which is also isolating and being home all day is making me crazy.

I think the worst part is that Im feeling just numb. I love this baby so much but I feel like we aren’t bonding and that makes me feel even more sad.

I don’t want to be on medication but I don’t know what to do.