10dpo… ugh

i’m 10dpo. been testing since 7dpo (i know way too early) can’t help but feel defeated and like this isn’t my month as i’ve had nothing but negatives since starting testing. i feel like i would’ve been getting even a faint line by now. i attached my calendar just because. had my peak opk on CD 17 which was 1/12. anyone have any advice, tips, words of encouragement.. anything really! thanks in advance.