I’m about 6weeks into my third pregnancy. I’ve never had a living child. Had a miscarriage at 16w 3d, and then another early miscarriage (maybe 4 weeks). I feel no joy at all about being pregnant. I’m waiting to miscarry. Sure enough I started spotting this morning and have been having cramps so here we go again. I’m so angry that I don’t get to have that joy of finding out I’m pregnant. When I told my husband this time we both were just scared and he didn’t want to talk about it. I’ll never get to have that excitement again seeing a positive pregnancy test.