All through my pregnancy we kept it a secret from social media and most friends/ family. That being said I didn’t want to completely act like my son wasn’t here! My husband has a very nice camera and his cousin and learning to be a photographer. She offered to take pictures for us if my husband would teach her some things like editing and angles and whatnot. He agreed and even got me super excited for it. Every week I would tell him how much I wanted to take my maternity photos. Every week would pass with let’s do it babe! Well that never happened and all of a sudden it was induction time. Okay no maternity photos. That’s okay I’ll get newborn ones. That never happened. Well Christmas is 2 weeks away I’ll get photos of him under the tree in his Santa outfit. That never happened. And now my son will be 7 weeks on Tuesday. I haven’t taken any good pictures of him. None of us together. None as a family. I didn’t/don’t have the money to pay a photographer to take them so I just kind of gave up hope that my husband would actually do it. Now my son is almost wearing a 0-3 month and when he was born he barely fit into premie clothes. I’m so disappointed. It took us years to conceive and he is my only and last baby. I wanted all of these memories with him but all I have are a few picture of when he was born and my weekly milestone blanket pictures. Which my husband was taking until he was consistently late taking by 2-3 days. Ugh. Just needing to vent I guess. I’m just disappointed. He’s a great husband and all but he is just so unreliable.