My SO and I had been TTC for 6 years. We have an 11 year old daughter and a 7 year old son. Well last year in January I had finally gone in to the Dr to see what was going on. I was diagnosed with PCOS. Well I was given progesterone to regulate my period and to ovulate. Well i started taking the pills late January and got a positive in March. But late March (21st) i miscarried. Soon after that i got pregnant again and i just had him on the 4th of January. Well i feel horrible with all the crying I've done. How overwhelmed i am. Having to start over with changing diapers staying up all night. I am ashamed to say all that because I wanted this for so long that i finally have him but all I'm doing is complaining. I don't eat like i should. I cry and cry and cry. I feel like it's crap I'm complaining. I have no energy for nothing, i don't cook, clean, don't want to go out or get ready. I just don't do nothing but want to carry him all the time and breast feed ...