I feel like my partner is disgusted with my vagina.

So first of all, he doesn’t go down on me. Which he doesn’t have to but he expects me to go down on him.

2nd, he doesn’t really like to touch me down there. Ever. He won’t finger or even rub me down there unless I ask him to which I hate asking bc he will say stuff like “but ima f*ck you” ok….I like foreplay too? And if he does rub me down whenever he’s finished he holds his hand very still and open as if he just got crap on it and immediately runs to the restroom to wash his hands. Like I wash my hands too but it’s the way he does things

Right now we just got done having sex and I hadn’t put on my underwear on yet so I sat on top of him, kind of hovering over him trying to be romantic and he seen his blanket near me and said “wait get off my blanket 😬” I said oh….sorry. He was like “yeah..”