Vaping and trying to conceive

J🌻

Okay, so I have been on the whole, "I'll stop drinking and vaping when I get a positive test" bandwagon for about 5 months now.

Our 5th month of TTC was a no go. Heartbroken and angry I threw away EVERYTHING because seeing the negative results is more of a heartache than getting a fix from some nicotine. (I only became a vaper after my son was born in 2020) so it's a newer nasty habit.

Is this the reason we can't get pregnant? Did I ruin my chances of having another baby? We got pregnant with our son 1st try but baby #2 isn't sticking and I'm really feeling guilty. My SIL just got pregnant but vapes more than I do. Truly at a loss 😩