I’ve been sexually active for like 13 years but never really given much head. I’m now with a long term partner and I never give him head like probably could count on two hands how many times in our whole relationship. I feel really bad because he gives me head but has recently stopped and I know it’s because I don’t give. Anyway, I think I don’t because I’m self conscious about the way I do it, like I’m awkward as fuck and the times I have he doesn’t seem overly enthralled by it and kind of feel like I’m doing it wrong idk I’ve talked to him about it but I just close up and get embarrassed! Lol hellllppp