I wish my cycles were regular

I guess I need to make an appointment.

Last month my cycle was 47 days.

Today I’m on cd 44. They used to be around 30 days. I thought I ovulated on the 3rd of this month, according to my opks. But I ran out of opks, and quit testing a week after I originally thought I ovulated.

Turns out, I ovulated on the 17th. Only BD on the 2nd. So missed the window. My partner was unable to BD after that due to his job.

I just want a baby. Why is the process so difficult?