I really want to have sex right now. I know I could tell my ex and he'd be down for it with no hesitation. But the problem is is that I'm trying to not have sex anymore! My religion is against premarital sex so I'm really trying to follow that now and not do it. In the past my ex has gotten me to give in but I've become stronger lately and haven't. I haven't for 2months now! I really want to right now so it sucks! But I'm not going to. 😌 but I really want to lol