9-11 DPO

Took a test this morning and it was negative. I saw the test line appear right away and I was SHOCKED and so happy, and then as the test progressed, the line disappeared. Now I’m dealing with the negative result and my shattered hope from what I thought was a positive test. It’s been almost a year now and I don’t know what we’re doing wrong. My fiancé has been kissing my stomach and holding it because he had hope that I was pregnant. And now I’m just embarrassed.