4w2 (tomorrow) & I’m a ball of nerves. We are so happy as we had been TTC & were on various fertility meds for many months- this came when we least expected it. However, I had a traumatic loss of a child when I was young & now I’m so afraid this baby won’t be sticky. Every small cramp, stomach gurgle & wet feeling I’m checking for my period to start. I just love them so much already. We go to our first appointment next week but I just get a little stir crazy researching at night. Tell me I’m not crazy….