Just Venting

I got my nexplanon removed and reinserted today… I literally went in saying I was gonna go birth control free… but came out with my birth control . I’m 27.. in a loving relationship. Nowhere near in life where I think I should be . And I guess I didn’t want to selfishly add a kid to that but damn I can’t wait to be a mom. I don’t wanna get too old 😩 before I have kids . Just venting honestly .