Honestly, if I hadn't discovered this app and all of these TTC, pregnancy loss, grief, ectopic, chemical pregnancies, etc.. I'd still think I was extremely alone and absolutely insane. The way that all of you support each other's positive tests even when you get another negative is beautiful, and I know that you're genuinely happy for that mama to be because you're all going through the exact same pain and process. Also, how supportive you all are when someone's just having a really hard mental health day. I am coming up on my 7 year anniversary of my ectopic and truly, because of all of you ladies I tackled the trauma and PTSD I had from my last obgyn visit that long ago, I went and the exam was absolutely normal, waiting on the pap. And my fiance and I have decided after that, were going to discontinue the birth control pill and go with the flow, track ovulation for a few months and get the pattern down and then go from there. And this time leave out all of the extra self caused pressure, just enjoy each other and this process and if it's meant to be it'll happen.

I'm so grateful for all of you ladies, you have huge hearts and are so supportive and I 100% could not have began the hardest and final phase of my grieving process without every single one of you. 💙💙💙