I know I’m an asshole. But I can’t stop crying that I’m having a boy.

We have a 2 year old son. I love him dearly. But I so badly wanted this one to be a girl. This is our second and last and I am utterly heartbroken we’re having another boy. Absolutely shattered. I’ve always dreamed of having a daughter and now I’ll never get to. I can’t stop crying. And I feel like such a jerk. It took us a year to get pregnant and I should just be happy it’s healthy. And I am. I’m so happy it’s healthy. But I’m so heartbroken I’ll never have my daughter.