I hooked up with someone I’ve been talking to a few days ago that I met online. I was too shy to speak up about him not using a condom or when he started being too rough with me. There was a point where I dried up while he was being really rough with me, throwing me around and I was screaming but I felt like I couldn’t tell him to stop. I was crying hard and visibly in pain and I thought he would stop but he didn’t, he kept going harder. He seemed to enjoy me being in pain, calling me a “fucking bitch” under his breath. It genuinely feels like I was assaulted but I feel like it’s all my fault for being afraid to speak up and ruining the moment.

For context he’s 28 and I’m 23.