I relapsed

Princess • Mama to an Angel baby Sarai Faith 👼🏽 Expecting a 🌈 this January ✨

I lost my baby on December 18th and today my period started for the first time since I lost her. I haven’t self harmed in almost two years and today I did. It was like a physical reminder that I really am never going to have my little girl, like I’m actually never going to see her again. I wanted to be her mom so bad, I just hurt.