Frustrated! !

Kali
I'm seriously so frustrated with this whole thing! I'm 34 weeks 3 days. My numbers have been in range since I got diagnosed but at my appointment today my doctor told me that if my numbers don't get better by next week I'm going to be on insulin, currently its being controlled (or so I thought) by diet and exercise, but what I don't understand is that she's been saying my number have been awesome up until today but yet my numbers haven't been changing besides if I eat something different or am not moving around as much one day... I seriously don't want to be on insulin I'm to the point were I will demand to be induced early than be on insulin.... this has got me so upset because I've been feeling like I've been doing good. I've seriously been doing nothing but crying since we left the hospital at 11 this morning... I feel like I'm failing my son already and he's not even born.. honestly I just needed to vent. But if any of you have any advice ill gladly take it unless its rude then don't even bother its just going to make me more upset and my boyfriends already pretty good at doing that so I don't need it from anyone else.