I’m 24. I’ve been feeling unwell for more than a few years now. I’ve gotten many tests done and nothing ever comes up. I’ve also dealt with severe depression, anxiety & trauma almost my whole life.

In the recent months I’ve been feeling worse than usual:

•Very tired

•chest pains and palpitations

•abdominal pain

•nausea

•my lymph nodes have been enlarged and no doctor ever pays attention to that

•I’ve had random sprouts of low blood sugar that didn’t used happen before

•I’ve developed a dry cough for a few weeks now (it’s been confirmed it’s not covid),

•today for the first time noticed while cleaning my nose with a Kleenex that my nose was bleeding

I’m so afraid of dying because I haven’t been diagnosed of what I feel could be leukimia. I have read countless stories of people whom get diagnosed in late stages and after finally being diagnosed they die a few days, weeks, months later.

I don’t know what to do. My doctor can’t see me til mid February and that’s just to tell him all the things I’ve been feeling and see if he can take it into consideration…