I have a really low libido due to depression and antidepressants and my s/o asked us to try again once our son turned one which I agreed to. I suffer from really severe depression and anxiety. I lost my father to suicide during my last pregnancy so I couldn’t fathom having another child and going through that again post partum almost killed me.

I didn’t know what to look for as per pregnancy symptoms so I noted out of the ordinary ones for me. I didn’t mean to get pregnant with my son he was a happy accident so I wasn’t sure what was right to feel and wrong to feel so I listed them below in hopes to help some one ✨🤍

I got my BFP today and I felt mostly excited but the fear/anxiety is kicking my ass now.

19th- Baby dancing

20-21 ovulation cramps and had two peak OPK

23 smelled a bad order coming from fajitas

24 increased thirst and overly craving water

25 severe headache, consipation, frequently urination

26 frequent urination increased thirst

27 food Adversions, increased thirst, lack of appetite

28 extreme fatigued spent all day in bed, crying at the encanto movie heavily tho I’ve watched it a million times before

29 food adversion(eggs), increased thirst, frequent urination, pulling feeling near appendix (feels like a side sticker after sprints)

30 diarrhea(Im always consipated like never have diarrhea this is when I was like somethings up) fatigue, nipple tingling, lack of energy, oreo craving, spicy food craving

31 intense heart burn, diarrhea, craving spicy food (which I can’t eat bc it’s always given me heart burn)

Feb 1 couldn’t sleep, body was telling me to test all night but I told myself to hold my urine (6 hours) got my Bfp