Almost 2 months postpartum don’t want to breast-feed no more

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This might be a long post so please bear with me forgive me for any typos that might occur and lack of punctuation my daughter has taken a bottle since the day she was born never really wanted to breast-feed but labor and delivery nurses made me feel like crap so I ended up caving but I still introduced a bottle every now and then here we are two months later and it is mentally getting the best of me because I have two toddlers that I feel like I am neglecting there are sometimes when my daughter will take the bottle whether it is breastmilk or formula perfectly fine then there are other times when she does not want it so today I waited till she was completely hungry to give her bottle did perfectly fine the problem is she will cry for my breast and face that way and I end up caving does anybody have any suggestions on how I can stop giving in I know it’s easy to say just don’t give in but it’s not that easy to do when your child is wanting what’s right there My husband does not have the patience to help so that is not an option I would really like to quit breast-feeding like yesterday I still plan to pump until she transitions all the way to formula but I don’t know how to go about any of this because my other two children were both breast-fed all the way to 16 months I would do the same for her but being that I have them it is completely complicated and everything around me it’s just falling apart