First ultrasound coming up today at 12:45

I’m so nervous. First ultrasound in like a little over 2 hours and it was just scheduled a little over 2 minutes ago lol. I’ve had a crazy ride to the point we are all curious if there’s a baby in there and if there is why my hcg doesn’t show up in blood work. I also get conflicting test at home, sometimes faint positives (but dark enough to not need to squint) or other times negative. I quit testing because For two weeks I 1. I became addicted to it, 2. It’s expensive and 3. It was making me into a crazy person! With my last few tests being digitals which always just say no or not pregnant and last week lol got two positive ones and between those I got a negative one. I seem to

Test positive late in the evening. Prayers for me please! I do hope there’s a healthy baby in there.