Dating

Okay so this guy and I met in Vegas back in Oct 2021. He is 28 years old. We would talk everyday, in the beginning it was like “lovey dovey shit” however it became rocking in January when he started traveling. Mind you I live in California and he lives in Vegas. I’m trying to get into medical school and he has his career set. So he has been traveling a lot which is good. We were falling down hill when he wasn’t being communicative. I wanted to ended it because I was feeling disconnected (P.S we are just friends who are dating, we are not official) he didn’t want to, he wanted to make it work. I gave it another shot THEN he has been traveling with his friend who is girl who he claims it’s not like that all, he tried to make me feel comfortable knowing there is nothing to worry about. I mean it’s weird but I have to be cool with it because we are not official. But tbh I don’t understand dating. I haven’t been in a serious relationship in a long time so this is becoming new again.. I just don’t know what to feel. Tbh I loved being alone, and I hate the fact that I had to like a guy 😑😑😑 help your girl out.

Also question: if someone asked me if I have a boyfriend, what the fuck of I say 👀😅