Missed Miscarriage 💔

Had a missed miscarriage around 7 weeks along, found out at my 9 week appointment Wednesday. Just had my D&C this morning. First miscarriage ever.

I feel very numb emotionally I think. Maybe I haven’t fully processed? Or maybe I just have and I’m at peace? I cried a lot on Wednesday after the appointments that’s for sure.

I have two kiddos earthside already and I think having them is what’s keeping me going. It’s been hurting to think about the what if’s, and who this child could have been. Missing out on all its firsts. First smile, first steps, first day of school, etc. but my babies at home are keeping me busy I think so it’s mainly nighttime where I’m alone with my thoughts after everyone is asleep 💔

You never think you will be one of the 1 in 4 until it happens to you. Everyone else that has gone through this any tips? Advice? Did you do anything in memory of angel baby?

You are all strong strong mamas for making it through something like this ❤️